20 OCTOBER 2000

The highway patrol are on their way

To your father’s home

On the opposite side of the country.

I await confirmation

But I know you died.

Died doing what you loved best,

Flying.

I tremble with shock and maybe early grief

While you begin a new journey

Without all who love you.

Somehow I see you tonight happy

As you were when you talked about

Your new job which you took

So you could fly inclement weather,

Especially snow

But you never got the chance –

It was clear tonight.

Oh, why couldn’t you have done

What ordinary people do –

Teach, work with computers –

Some regular kind of job

But you had to find your own path

Which took you further than

You’d planned.

Oh, my dear handsome, enigmatic son

Every airplane shall be yours

And every cloud shall embrace you.

Fly on

Fly on for all eternity